Awkward...............

guess what? this girl named Diana told Jackson that i liked him even though i told her not to. And after that, i had 2 spend like 4 hours with him at the concert. He was all blushing and so was i. But ididnt know that she told himuntil after the concert.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................i asked 4 his email ...then he looked up at me for a minute then asked for my AIM so i gave it to him....so he has my contact, but i dont hav his..........:(( terribly sad......................he's gone forever now.......

GOODBYE>>>FOREVER>>>>

OMJ...I AM TOTALLY DEPRESSED>>>>JACKSON IS MOVING......HOW UNPERFECT! I was totally prepared 2 go 2 Duke (where he wanted 2 go) n AITE.....N now my dream is...gone :(( only 7 more days left....

UGHHH ALL THESE (UGHHH) FAKE AIMs

Okay, so you guys know how all the AIMs people say that are his are fake? Well, a couple days ago, Kelly, my friend, told me that she saw him writing down his AIM so she copied what she say. so i was SOOOOO excitied x1000000000!!!!!!!!! this AIM actually made sense for once. But he's never on, so I'm really pissed. I'm just guessing this one is fake too. After all, he doesn't want too many people to know his AIM so all the time, he just gives out fake ones. SOOO MEAN.. but yet I'm so determined....

FIRST SIGNS!!!!!

OMJ! So Today, After math, Jackson jumps out of class and he's like "Isabel!ISABEL!" and Syd and I had been talking about him before he came out, so I'm all like, uh-oh. So he begins to talk to me about how this girl gave the weirdest answer for the math problem that didn't even make sense or come close to the real one. He talked so fast, I couldn't even understand what he was saying, but I was just savoring the sweet moment of happiness. His face was flushed red and he looked so...;p

So, yeah, I push back what other people say about him and I see something else. Gosh, I am so obsessed

Pon and zi ROX!

So, ya know how I was telling you about pon and zi and how I can connect? Well, I took a quiz about which one I was! Here are my results;

Congrats ur Pon! Ur madly in love with Zi and would do just about anything for em. If ur heart had a face it would b smiling. U don't like snails, care a lot about others and u tend cry a lot. U cry mostly for someone you love. Although when ur not cry ur extremely happy!

;p

love, Love, LOVE

Saw him 3x today! Sorry, 4x! Soo obssesed!! Oh, ponandzi comics are so much like my crush on him, except the ones about like pulling my heart out and swallowing a sword...that stuff....but the one that says, I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here is totally me ;p

Really obssesed

HE IS SOO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope he likes me back....